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Post by Wolverine on Apr 2, 2010 11:06:15 GMT -5
- - [[ HYDEI ]] "Isn't Hyde a lover after your own heart?" --"Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" (1931)God damn-it! How could he? How could he- again?! That damn Hyde! ... Damn-it! I don't know why I want him or need him, but I know the fucker will be mine; I will wipe out the whole human race if I have to to make him mine! I probably sound like a dog howling off key because he's full of misery.
Good thing the days are finally starting to warm up. I hated that cold. And thank-goodness for another sucktastic, sunny day. The damn birds are singing, the damn sun is shining, my damn man has another again. What a great start for a morning.
I walk into the concrete underground-garage. The sudden thundering stench of mold and mildew and stale water almost knocked me off of my feet. Disgusting, but at least it gets you mind off of the real-world drama. I walk to a nearby concrete pole and sit down on the top. My frayed jeans letting me feel the coldness of the pole- it is oddly relaxing, in a sense. My frayed fitted t-shirt letting my skin feel the breeze that makes it through the entrance but quickly dies inside.
I know how I'll teach that bitch. I'll get with her and kill her from the inside out. I know if I can make a sex-dog look twice before even seeing me, I can get a woman any day. ... That'll teach both of 'em. Watch! Daddy Hyde won't even turn around to say good-bye to the bitch- just like a true, real beast should! I'll have him walking on a leash in no time; I'll have him on his hands and knees begging for forgiveness in no time! I'll break that stallion for myself- you watch!
I'll get what I want when I want it! I will make sure of that!
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Post by M on Apr 7, 2010 22:17:21 GMT -5
Rain rain go away…
The sound of Puss’s boots on the pavement inside the garage seemed to echo along with the thunder outside. The raining skies just wouldn’t let up and it seemed dark and depressing, which was just how it seemed to be any other day. The only difference today was that it was raining cats and dogs.
Getting in out of the rain had been her number one priority, and although the garage was dangerous, Puss really didn’t want to sit out there and risk getting sick. Then she’d be out of commission and no money meant no food…
But she wasn’t completely broke yet, and not at all desperate. When she got desperate she struck a deal with some store owner or someone like that to let her stay somewhere warmer and she’d make it worth their while. No, tonight she didn’t need help, and she wasn’t really worried about some crazy finding her since she had the dagger she kept on her at all times squeezed into the cleavage between her breasts…
Going further into the garage, she trotted over to one of the cars that didn’t have all its windows smashed out of it and tried the lock. It wouldn’t open and she cursed. Looking around, she wondered how likely it would be for her to break it open…
Sniffing and wiping at her nose with the back of her hand, she pulled her jacket (a black thing with ragged fur on the collar) around her and started to look for something that might be able to break the shatterproof glass…
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Post by Wolverine on Apr 8, 2010 21:25:29 GMT -5
[[ HYDEI ]] "Isn't Hyde a lover after your own heart?" --"Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" (1931) Foot steps? Footsteps?! Damn-it; FOOTSTEPS! That means there is something else here! It better not be that damn botch who can't keep herself away from Hyde! I'll neuter the man if I have to! That'll teach him! Walk around with his tail between his legs while he prances without his pride! HAH! ... Yeah, that'll teach that whore! I'll have him on a leash so tight he woun't know which way to tun to get out of my grip! I'll trap him in a hell-hole that he doesn't know ... That he doesn't know ... Well, I'll just lock him up for myself!
Now those footsteps. I'm actually kind of wanting them to be that whore now! I'll teach her a lesson! I sure the hell know they are not some wild ass animal crawling around- that's for sure! Not little tip-taps like some hoofs and not muffles or clicks like some furred thing. I'm placing my bets on some type of two-footed, back-stabbing piece of shit just like Hyde! I can't wait to see the look on his face when I beat him down in his own game! I'll beat down his body and get into his mind and control his every move! When he looks at even the slightest bitch that passes him, I'll rip his nuts off! I'm sure that'll teach him!
I slide off the concrete pole and the wind brushes through my hair and over my skin. God it feels so good to feel at least something run over your body- even if your man woun't. ... Men. ... They are all the same and have the same things that make up their twisted little sick minds- sex.
I start to walk towards the footsteps. My eyes are slowly adjusting; if only Hyde's eyes were like this- blind as can be! That'll keep him from looking at things he shouldn't be! Keep him focused on me for once!
"Hey! Whose here?!" My voice yelling out as thunder growls and bangs suddenly. Not a bad touch to the moment- eh? If anything, I think I made my presence known. Heh.
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Post by M on Apr 8, 2010 23:18:14 GMT -5
Ducking down to look under a trashed up piece of crap car Puss hears something that makes her stop. Her blood turns cold and she pauses to listen like an animal just before it takes off at a run. It might have been nothing, but then again it could be one of those traps everyone keeps talking about. She wasn’t going to die that day, that she made up in her mind right off. But the question was is this something dangerous or perhaps something that could help her out…
Then the voice shouted. It sounded feminine, but she couldn’t be sure. Puss was not a fighter and she stayed as far away from violence as possible even though she kept a dagger on her person for safety…
Hmmm… what to do what to do? There was no response from her as the pounding storm outside seemed to be the only reply to the echoing question in the air.
It was time to take a risk.
Popping her head up from behind the car, Puss looked into the eerie shadows for whoever had shouted.
“Hey!” She responded, “Hey its just me!” Slowly, she stepped out a little bit towards the open, prepared to run like hell if she needed to. All the while she kept her hands up and out where they could be seen and she smiled, showing her longer canines. “Just a lone traveler looking for shelter for the night…” She said to the darkness, still wondering where the voice had come from….
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Post by Wolverine on Apr 9, 2010 21:50:53 GMT -5
OOC:// If you haven't already noticed, her guy/dad that she has always loved is "cheating" on her (well, he is a man whore and she knows and he doesn't even know Hydei). So, she's P.O.ed about that. [[ HYDEI ]] "Isn't Hyde a lover after your own heart?" --"Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" (1931) Silence. I know I heard another person! I know and I do not lie to myself! ... That's better. A feminine shadowed figured pops up form behind a trashcan. I knew I seen something. Didn't know it was another bitch to go off and play with Hyde later on.
“Hey! ... Hey its just me!” The silhouette came out from the hiding spot she kept herself to "cleverly" hidden in- Ugh. Your hands in sight where all can be seen. Friendly much- eh? “Just a lone traveler looking for shelter for the night. …” So, you walk you own lonely road- an empty street when the city sleeps? Great- the best play toys after dark- pa-leeEEEeese! Wouldn't want to meet you between the lines; this perky this late, hate to see you in the morning.
" ... Well then. I guess your not one of those lazy ass bitches that decide to get with any man in sight! ... If you were, I guess you wouldn't be here, Heh. ... " Damn, I'm terrible at small talk. Just bury me in all my favorite colors now because I don't have anywhere else to go. Let me tell you one thing Hyde, the hardest part os leaving you you son-of-a-bitch!
I walk closer to the silhouette to get a closer look. Skank. Short hair and worked leather. Strutting pretty in front of the stallions so they can get a good look at your ass and then get a taste later on. Maybe I was wrong, your here to get my sugar daddy as well! I'll be damned if you do!
I'm something fatal and I just happened to fall into the wrong hands. I'm close to breaking all of the angels wings to make sure they all crash and burn like me. Prepared to run to the end of the world for you, Hyde, and you'll learn this as soon as possible for your own good.
I keep my eyes locked on your body. Your figure. Your hands.
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Post by M on Apr 10, 2010 0:08:48 GMT -5
Puss saw the girl slink out of the shadows like a ghost and she inwardly shivered. She looked creepy, to say the least. She spoke and Puss looked around, wondering if they were alone and if the bitch she referred to was indeed herself.
“Who me?!” She asked, still keeping her hands up but pointing to herself, “Naw im just Puss. Im all about living and having fun, none of this lazy sleeping around shit.” She sniffed and glanced warily around again. Before stepping a little closer to the girl. She seemed unarmed but that didn’t mean she wasn’t dangerous.
Smiling still, she tried to lean back and shrug off the tension she felt, “Soooo… should I be aware of these lazy ass bitches your talking about or are they figurative?” She rubbed her hands together and shivered, feeling the cold. It was starting to get freezing…
“Do you know of a warm place I could stay tonight?”
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Post by Wolverine on Apr 10, 2010 0:38:35 GMT -5
[[ HYDEI ]] "Isn't Hyde a lover after your own heart?" --"Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" (1931) You look around as I talk. Waiting for someone? Oh God. Only great minds wonder and I could care less who you're waiting for.
“Who me?! Naw, I'm just Puss. I'm all about living and having fun, none of this lazy sleeping around shit.” Guess that's a relief of the moment as you point to yourself and step a little closer. You lean back, still smiling galore. “Soooo… should I be aware of these lazy ass bitches your talking about or are they figurative?” Heh, I wish.
“Do you know of a warm place I could stay tonight?”
"Well, I can tell you that a few factories across town are about the best place to be, but that's where the whores decide to call home right now. ... Those damn half-bred man 'tool sheds' that are about as used that they should have been thrown out weeks ago before their stench arose and the hounds spotted their prey!" I raise my voice as I raise my hands to the sky as if the speech was the most important thing in the world. Looking up into the sky before lowering my hands and catching your eyes.
"These bitches are far from 'imaginary' and you'll know when you see one; they are about as dirty as it gets and you can smell sex all over them a mile away. ... Damn things. ... " I step closer so the conversation could be better understood. Your not half bad- I think I could actually like you in the long run.
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Post by M on Apr 10, 2010 0:46:04 GMT -5
Ooookay. Psycho girl…
Puss just tried not to let her smile look as fake as it was. Inwardly her gut wrenched. Who was this bitch that called her a tool shed or whatever the hell she preached. Couldn’t a girl make an honest living anymore? Besides, people didn’t understand what it took for a girl like her survive.
Her cat-eyes flashed and she lowered her hands to her side as Puss fidgeted slightly. The girl in front of her made her feel very on edge…
“Yeaaah… damn them all to hell…” She pretended to agree as she started to step towards the middle of the garage, thinking she wanted to leave now…
“Well I might try there then. Thanks so much for the advise.” Swinging her leg around, she turned sharply and started to trot away, only then realizing she had no clue which way she had come in…
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Post by Wolverine on Apr 10, 2010 1:14:01 GMT -5
[[ HYDEI ]] "Isn't Hyde a lover after your own heart?" --"Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" (1931) Hey smiley, not as fun as you want to be then- eh? Your eyes flash as you look away a little and a slash of light glided across them Not half bad eyes if I might say so. Papa Hyde's are much better. I wish I had him right now. Awwwhhhh. I miss him, but the beast isn't doing a thing about me. Damn man. All men are the same and I don't see why we need them. There is only one good one and he's taken by everyone but me every day of the year- every hour of the day! ... I hate men.
My eyes start to water. Damn men. How could they be like they are? Sex, sex, sex, sex. That's all they have on their minds and they don't see the real things that are real. Its like they never see beyond the faces and boobs and how well their new slice of ass can do a blow job. It is pathetic- why am I even crying over this man-whore?
Maybe because he was supposed to be my whore and only my whore! Mon-Sun, 12am-12pm! I just don't understand them! I would have given hi anything he wants and then topped it off with something nice! I would have mad him a very happy man! Why doesn't he understand that simple little fact about me? Maybe because he's a man! ... I have everything! I have no parallels and I can bring a man out of a coma with a rub on down his body and a kiss of his tools. Come on! I just damn well don't understand why men have this ... this ... this thing! about them!
“Well I might try there then. Thanks so much for the advise.” You swing your leg over and start to trot your skank-trot that you use to attract the boys every-which-way to come get a piece of you before your all occupied with ten of them. ... My tear filled eyes shining now. My breath breaking as I gasp for air. Damn men- they have to ruin my life everywhere they go.
Your not even going in the right direction- going to go get your stuff?" If your going to go get your stuff, mind If I come? ... I need a place to stay the night as well. I'll help you carry whatever you have."
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Post by M on Apr 10, 2010 1:21:12 GMT -5
Puss heard slight sniffling and she looked back just as the girl started to speak. She didn’t hesitate before grinning again, “Suuure! Why not?” She frowned then, “Hey are you okay?” Turning back around completely, Puss slumped her shoulders and started to shuffle back in the direction of the girl who now seemed to be tearful.
She felt a little guilty for being willing to just run off and leave her like that. After all she seemed to be just a kid, a creepy kid yes, but just a kid none the less.
“Hey, hey don’t worry alright? We can stick together until we find some place better than this okay?” She resisted the urge to pat the girls shoulder, “I don’t have anything to carry but myself actually. I travel light… whats your name anyway?”
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Post by Wolverine on Apr 10, 2010 18:27:10 GMT -5
[[ HYDEI ]] "Isn't Hyde a lover after your own heart?" --"Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" (1931) You turn and your face grinning. Go ahead! Laugh! I know that people like you always can laugh at others for the enjoyment of it all! “Suuure! Why not?” I lower my head in thought.
Someone once asked me, "Do you know what's worth fighting for when its not worth dyeing for," and that's when I didn't see the double side of the world. Too bad the hangovers don't last because now I am in ruins. I know that when I tried to live on my own, I burn down my house and my home. I am a lire looking for forgiveness from the stone now and I don't know how I even give myself pity. It is time to live and let die and I can't get another try. I should better be off just dead! Nobody would miss me!
I wish I could just live the rest of my life on holiday. These hollow lives are all we have for the rest of our lives and the worst part is- this is out holiday.I could just call out everybody to the poison chambers and turn it on slowly and listen to them all cough up their blood as they slowly die.
“Hey are you okay?” I look up to see your turned around all the way and your shoulders slumped as you shuffle your way on over.
I know your the one they call "Oh-What's-Her-Name". Your a symbol of residence. You probably grab people's heart's and hold onto them like hand-grenades.
“Hey, hey don’t worry alright? We can stick together until we find some place better than this okay? I don’t have anything to carry but myself actually. I travel light… whats your name anyway?” Well, I guess your someone not as bad as every other half assed piece of shit that decides to roam this little land.
"I'm alright- just someone decided to treat me like I didn't exist in his life anymore." I wipe my nose on my bare arm. I'm pathetic- I know it.
"And thanks again. ... The way outside is this way." I hold up my arm pointing to where I came in at and looked at this mysterious figure that is like a night and day in my mind, How could she be like this? How could she be so nice?
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Post by M on Apr 10, 2010 18:42:54 GMT -5
So the girl had had her heart broken? Well what woman hadn’t? Except maybe Puss. She’d never loved anyone. She’d been too busy surviving than to fall in love. Beside that, why need someone when you had yourself? There wasn’t anything anyone else could give her that she couldn’t give herself…
Putting her hands on her curved hips, she shook her head and tisked. “You’ve been burned huh? I’ve known a lot of ladies and many of them have had their hearts broken. Trust me its not the first time and it probably wont be the last.”
Reaching out, Puss patted her on the shoulder this time, not hesitating at all as they started to walk. “Don’t worry, you’ll be alright. You just stick with me and everythings going to be cool. Ok?”
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Post by Wolverine on Apr 10, 2010 22:05:36 GMT -5
[[ HYDEI ]] "Isn't Hyde a lover after your own heart?" --"Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" (1931) “You’ve been burned huh? I’ve known a lot of ladies and many of them have had their hearts broken. Trust me its not the first time and it probably wont be the last.” You pat my shoulder as if you know me and we have only been here together ... 15 minutes- tops. We start to walk to the entrance to the underground building. “Don’t worry, you’ll be alright. You just stick with me and every things going to be cool. OK?”
Yeah, everybody gets their heart broken- but not me! This was a match made by the so called "Gods" that seemingly only exist when good things are happening. I'd like to ask where these "Gods" are now. Show me proof that they exist and I will agree that my heart should have been broken!
Allow me to exaggerate a memory or two. It seems that summers used to last as long as we do and the only thing that mattered was me and you. But, I guess Hyde left me to find my way back home. Although I have the courtesy, but I'll never admit that I was wrong that we have to be together.
"Thanks. ... I guess it helps a bit. ... " I wipe my tears on my shirt. I continue to walk with you like I have no choice. Something is making me carry on, but I, myself, do not even know. It is the strange thing about life I guess.
Oh, little did you know, that I often meet people in between that can't get a hold of me. I was the best thing he could ever imagine and now it seems he'll only know right before he's dead. He's letting his feet do all the singing as they just lead him around. He just needs to imagine knowing me.
I should be the one that makes him sweat as he thinks of me in bed. I have a better win, a better kiss, a better fuck- who wouldn't want me? We could be exchanging body heat in the passenger seat right now. We wouldn't kill the chorus as we hold the beat with testosterone boys and harlequin girls. We'd be like teen hearts in love.
I know it was always just supposed to be me.
I know you'll say to wash my mouth out because my speech is so slurred and I might just swallow my tongue in this situation. You might be a cut above all the rest. I'm just waiting for a break in this day- this time. Hyde started something and it might just be a test within itself as it talks through every word. It tosses and it builds and there is no way to prescribe pills for it- but at least we are alive (but not for long). We're risking!
Too bad Hyde takes the days for pageant and becomes as mad as rabbits- with bushels of bad habits. It is like seeing the devil in the belfry wrapped up in the branches of a Christmas tree. Who could ask for anymore for him? I would! I would want him to fall into a cheap crowd and put on a cursed type all for me! There wouldn't be any sunshine in his story and we'll reinvent love! ... Who could have more?
We'd go back to the street where we began- feeling as good as we can! Feeling as good as love! We could- we can! We'd go into a place where thoughts can bloom! I know he could feel it too. His eyes will be the size of the moon because I thought we could, we can, and we did! I know what you mean. And this would be the place where we'd say, "You know how it feels this way?"
I will admit that things are shaping up to be pretty odd now. I'd feel like killing the man but now I can't find it in myself to do it. In a sense, the feeling of drunk and being buried in all your covers, isn't a feeling you'd think of while you think of your absent lover's things- but it is in a way. Its like I'm someone I've never met. Its like death beds in little musical ways- you never think of it. And although these things are changing for me, but that's OK because I feel the same now. I'm going to be singing my sad song all night- come sing along!
I'll be lying there, with a halo in my hair- crying. But its fine, I finally know that you'll be doing this all the time- its just fine. But, I wish you'd click you heels and wish for me, but that's like wishing on an old star in this old broken world. You are at the top of my life, Hyde- my love- but I don't think you'll ever understand. I guess the only way to keep you is to tuck my fibs into the cookie jar and smile with a rusted smile.
We're all to smart to believe in this so called "God" now. I see no proof of her around here! I'm Hyde's favorite daughter and I know he's about the closest thing to a god around here.
We better grab a camera and film the world as it happens now. While I'm going to let these son-of-a-bitches live (for now) because I'm cutting my hair while my lies are going to grow like wild flowers. I'm going to stack my lies on a cupboard shelf to get ready for you Hyde and until that moment, I will have my other life made up. I'm going to jump off the end of your tragic cigarette and I'll be steam tapping on your window sill waiting for you to come crawling back for some piece of ass that you have been missing your whole life. I know what you don't know and what all your little whore's don't know. I know how to make you happy. This is like my little Trojan horse.- of course.
My feelings are filling this room ceiling to the floor. My momma told me one day to live my life until true love was found- she never told me about the war that fallowed. She used to tell me that inside her restless soul when she was with Hyde, her heart was dying. Then she met the "Mr. Wonderful" she knew now that could touch her and not go head over heels for sex that moment. How fun is that? If your going to catch something, then you have to go big (and that's not just personality or body weight- if you know what I mean). You can't have any fun with him- rubbing him over and teasing him. Playing with his tools and showing him that he can't have you ... - yet. Why would you want something that doesn't even react to you?
No more mascara tears will lead anybody to me! I will not cry over you Hyde! No- not anymore! I can guarantee this little fact here because I am a changed person now! I seen through you plite and I now know every little detail about you. Have fun with that.
My eyes have dried up the tears and my blushed cheeks turning to their regular flush. "Thanks for doing this. ... Really. ... Maybe when we find some place to go, we can have a little fun. I show you something and you show me something and it moves on- closer." I grin as I look at you. My feet paused in their steps.
I let you pick a spot and you chose to stab me in my back, Hyde, but that will soon change! This is the one thing I will personally guarantee you myself.
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Post by M on Apr 11, 2010 0:12:40 GMT -5
After a long while of walking in silence it kind of grew uncomfortable for Puss. She really wasn’t used to traveling with others. She’d been a loner ever since she left her own Daddies laboratory. And she sort of just liked it that way.
Shoving her hands into the pockets of her jackets, she stayed aware of her surroundings, knowing that at any moment something could jump out and attack them. She glanced several times over at the young girl who still did not tell Puss her name. As strange as she was she was pretty cute. She wouldn’t mind cuddling with the likes of her. She seemed almost like a live doll…
When she spoke Puss looked over at her and nodded, “Sure. Okay. Whatever you want dear. Tonight’s your night okay?” Puss winked and smiled. She didn’t want the girl to feel sad.
Normally she didn’t have sex for the hell of it. After all most of the people she had sex with weren’t very good at it, especially girls, but she’d make an acceptation tonight if it helped her young friend get out of her heart ache.
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Post by Wolverine on Apr 11, 2010 20:18:37 GMT -5
OOC:// Sorry for it being sucktastic. Will make next starting post MUCH better! [[ HYDEI ]] "Isn't Hyde a lover after your own heart?" --"Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" (1931) You shove you hands into your pockets. Scared? Uncomfortable? You double take at me quite a few times. Your much harder to read than others. “Sure. Okay. Whatever you want dear. Tonight’s your night okay?” Well, I'm not sure of your emotions. Damn- most other people you can tell what is going through their mind; its the amazing thing of the stresses of the real world.
I continue to walk with you. Your words are, somehow, comforting. I don't know how- its like the mother's voice I never had; its a little awkward to be like this when I hated my real mother and a person I have known for less than an hour is more motherly than my real mother. I don't know how this could have happened that its like your my real mother but seperated at birth.
"Well, lets get a move on finding our place for now." I look at you and smile. There is something about you that makes you just smile. I don't know what yet.
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